exams!!!

*** engineering exams!!!(i don't care)
hey all,
i am writing after a long time!!! i have been busy with college, sleep, day outs, dighi trips, etc... i have a lot of free time now since my class test 1 is going on.... . i have free time not because i am done with studies or i dont know what to study. its simply because i dont feel like studying....and certainly i realized that i dont care if i pass or fail tomorrow. i cannot believe myself that i am wasting sooo much time night before my exam!!!

i am in the final year of my graduation and its been 6 semester exams, around 5-7 class tests that i am observing what happens to me all the time..
let me tell you..
i am kind of optimistic guy and like to believe that one day i'll be amongst the toppers of my class...
so, like 10-12 days before the exams i always chalk out a plan to score full marks in my papers.
on the next day i forget that i had made a study plan. so the scoring comes down to 90-95% from 100%..
hen before5 days or so, i look back to revise and i accept that whatever i had done in past few days is washed out of my brain. so i come down to about scoring 80%..
some how, it slips from m y mind that i have my exams...and my eyes open 2 days before the exam..
now most of the time goes by @-sayali..(its a xerox centre right in front of my college...one may call it our life line ).. so my aim comes down to 70-80 % in papar.
now, a day like 20 hours before exam..i settle down to and decide that come what may i will score 70%
10hrs or a night before going in exam all..i come down to 60%...and at this point of time i badly curse myself for wasting time..
2 hours before exam...................................whatever..i pray to god to help me pass that paper....
this happens always before all the exams....
so, i am least bothered to study for my papers.. i am not ashamed.... ..it sucks..but what to do!!!!
plzzz god put some grey cells in my brain!!!!
:):):)..kambakht aadat se majhboor!!!!!!!
hee hahahaa