ultimate song
HIGH HOPES:-
beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young In a world of magnets and miracles our troughts strayed constandly and without boundary The ringing of the division bell had begin Along the long road and on down the causeway Do they still meet there by the cut There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps Running before time took our dreams away Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground To a life consumed by slow decay The grass was greener The light was brighter With friends surrounded The night of wonder Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again Dragged by the force of some inner tide At a higher altitude with flag unfuried We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world Eneumbered forever by desire and ambition There's a hunger still unsatisfied Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon Though down this road we've been so many time The grass was greener The light was brighter The taste was sweeter The nights of wonder With friends surrounded The dawn mist glowing The water flowing The endless river Forever and ever
Hey, people. i am not able to sleep. Never in my life i have been this much awake. i feel like i have turned into an insomniac. Hence, this post. after a really long time....
It all started 15 months back. i had fully recovered from the moral shock of constant failure in exams. i decided to do an MBA . good grades in college had resurrected my confidence in doing something in life. i had refreshed my mind, and was ready to begin with a new zeal to prepare for CAT-the most coveted of all competitive exams. i joined a coaching class to keep my preparations on track.
To prepare for CAT one needs to be very disciplined in ones efforts. your attitude should be like CAT for LIFE.
preparations went well, in the due course of time, my mock tests results gradually increased.. i was a happy guy then. but, since the last few weeks, my scores aren't increasing their bar, to match the IIM cut-offs. what the heck, i am in a fix. it feels like my thinking has ceased and i cannot think anymore, because , no matter how harder i have been trying, correspondingly that badly my scores reduce. its just 28 days for my actual exam, and my preparations are in doldrums.
my performance chart is worse than a noise signal on CRO.
on top of that, i haven't prepared for any other exam or i don't have a back up plan in case of failure.
this CAT has really rung bells in my head, stole my peace. i am dejected as i am not able to BELL the cat.
she is really a nasty CAT.
hello everyone..its been 2 months, that i have not posted... i tried to write , but there was no flow of thoughts.. many things have happened...each time i started, i was short of words..hope i complete my posts...
i will right about them in coming days...till then keep writing./reading...
