Hey, people. i am not able to sleep. Never in my life i have been this much awake. i feel like i have turned into an insomniac. Hence, this post. after a really long time....
It all started 15 months back. i had fully recovered from the moral shock of constant failure in exams. i decided to do an MBA . good grades in college had resurrected my confidence in doing something in life. i had refreshed my mind, and was ready to begin with a new zeal to prepare for CAT-the most coveted of all competitive exams. i joined a coaching class to keep my preparations on track.
To prepare for CAT one needs to be very disciplined in ones efforts. your attitude should be like CAT for LIFE.
preparations went well, in the due course of time, my mock tests results gradually increased.. i was a happy guy then. but, since the last few weeks, my scores aren't increasing their bar, to match the IIM cut-offs. what the heck, i am in a fix. it feels like my thinking has ceased and i cannot think anymore, because , no matter how harder i have been trying, correspondingly that badly my scores reduce. its just 28 days for my actual exam, and my preparations are in doldrums.
my performance chart is worse than a noise signal on CRO.
on top of that, i haven't prepared for any other exam or i don't have a back up plan in case of failure.
this CAT has really rung bells in my head, stole my peace. i am dejected as i am not able to BELL the cat.
she is really a nasty CAT.
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