Dimag Pe shot..

today morning i gave my CAT-09...the much awaited exam. it took the better of me.. and i am so pissed off...months of preparation.. all down the drain...it just feels so empty now..i have nothing but a stupid 7th semester to study for ....
14 months back , i had started to prepare for CAT...ofcourse the preparation did have dis-continuities.. i started with quant.i was doing good.. my english was ok ok. (by now u must have realised it.) i sucked at DI.
i was serious about it, so was content with my preparation.. the preparation went on for 12 months..scores improved..

then he time came when, all of it was put to test..the SIMCATS...initially we had taken paper based, then suddenly we were told that cat's online.wowow!! all the tips and trips made for myself went for toss..damn!! 6 months before, i was clueless..but then it was the problem faced by all..all of us were in the same boat..as simcats went on and on, i realised my score line was a perfect sine wave.. but, later i improved and graph was sigmoidal.

last few tests were good.the scores made me happy...my happiness was short-lived as i had to start working on college stuff..15 precious days were wasted..now cat was just a week ahead. i tried to compose myself..tried to get myself on track..

since i had heard about cat going online, i had a gut feeling that paper would be simple...
but, still i went by my coaching class tips, prepared for cat level questions and all that stuff. (now, i seriously doubt if cat is worth.....cud be overstatement)...
morning , i went to the centre, did all the security rituals..we were asked to sit in front of our computers for 90 mins. fooltoo bakwas..if i wouldn't have slept for 40mins then i surely would have during the test..at-last the paper started..i clicked [start the test]..my paper began with quant followed by VA followed by DI..

looking at the starting few questions, i thought.never in my life has my gut feeling been true.how the hell cat is so solvable...though my ca went well, the simplicity has surely raised the cut-off very high.. still slimming my chances..well, wht can i do now, even after doing my best, i am gona be left behind coz, some idiotic fools simply solved the entire paper, entire paper...i was shocked..

now, i am back to nowhere going nowhere,,,,,,
as i said, i feel very light...
there is no parallel burden..though future is a foggy..i am at ease as now i will do all the (MAIN)engineering stuff for the rest and last 6-months of my engineering..
{To be continued}__